I've Discovered that Guys are Totally Sick in the Mind
Tuesday, 14 May 2013
Ummm, yeah. I did.
Actually, it's not so much a recent discovery but I was pretty amazed today at the extent of how much they are... hmmm.
Do they ever stop thinking of boobs and asses and god knows what else?

I guess not for long.
But I think it's weird that they have an instant 'on/off' switch because they can switch to becoming totally focused on their work, and ignoring everything else.
We....ll.... almost.
I'm going to bet you they'll be distracted by a hot naked girl flouncing past.
I think I'd be distracted too- who the hell walks around nude? That girl would just be asking desperate for attention.
Why do guys have to fantasise about doing it with some girl when they *cough cough* (I shall just call it 'playing games' from now on)?
I think I'll never understand why. Isn't it tiring to think up a fantasy when they play games? Hmmm, if I ever thought up a fantasy about a random guy I'd probably blush whenever I'd see him after that.. ><
Ummm omg this is so embarrassing.Labels: despo, discoveries, distractions, fantasies, guys, love, sex, sicko
04:50
The Most Disgusting Creature Ever
Wednesday, 13 March 2013
I really want to rant about how inconsiderate some people are in quiet places like the library.
Okay, I'm not supposed to be blogging now given that I have this 1000-word essay to write, but words can't even begin to describe how IRRITATED I AM because there's this girl near my table that's yakking away, totally oblivious to the stares that everyone is giving her.
Inconsiderate much??
This is called no awareness of situation, and she has TRUCKLOADS of this.
NO AWARENESS OF SURROUNDINGS.
AT ALL.
Like hello, the library is this sacred place of knowledge and you trample on it and desecrate this holy ground by being so rude as to talk at the top of your lungs, and in that whiny voice of yours, no less.
I might not be half as irritated if you had a tinkly, sweet soft voice, but you-
YOU HAVE THE VOICE OF A WHINY HIPPOPOTAMUS STUCK IN A BLENDER.
Loud and whiny and goes on and on and on.
Like a siren.
No, not those pretty creatures of the sea with awesome voices.
For one, did I not already mention that she has the voice of a whiny hippo? Surely whiny hippos can't be very pleasing to the ears.
And to cap it off, she is ugly.
Mad ugly.
I feel irritated looking at her already.
You can be ugly with a sweet expression that makes everyone go awww, so cute,
Or be kind in nature and people will see it in your face,
BUT
BUT
BUT
She is this bony sourpuss that is super kiasu
AND IT SHOWS IN HER FACE
I feel so disgusted I am ending this post abruptly.
23:37
What Do I Do?
Tuesday, 12 March 2013
Guess what guess what??
I managed to overcome my hatred for my Math teacher and work up my courage to ask for a consultation!
Super proud of myself omg :D *pats self on the back*
I'm just trying to distract myself from all the sad things that have been happening recently.
It's a long, long story about my parents and him and now they keep shooting me disappointed looks and I really feel like I should stand up to clear the air, but I don't dare to or feel like I have the right to.
How am I going to bring him back after A levels to see my parents omg >_<
I will blog about this at length when I'm feeling better.
*sad face*
I was rather suicidal a few days back but he talked me out of any weird notions.
I don't know what I'd do without him honestly...
Indulged in retail therapy like splurging on cute solid perfume sticks on Etsy (I bought five) and I feel loads better now. I know, I know, I'm such a bimbo and whatever, but I'll have you know that shopping is a therapeutic thing among us girls!
Right right girls?
Oh oh oh here's the link!
Go check it out, it's too good to miss. ^^
You don't get these things in any old store y'know.
It's no use? What are you talking about?
This is an INVESTMENT!
For my HAPPINESS!
If I kill myself tomorrow because of overwhelming sadness that will abruptly end my life and my future plans, right?
So this is INVESTMENT and some kinda INSURANCE!
Wow, now even I'm convinced myself. Hohoho.
Labels: A Levels, dislike, exams, love, Math, mugging, parents, shopping, studies, suicidal, us
03:56
Holidays... almost
Friday, 8 March 2013
The reason why I've not been writing lately is 'cuz I was struggling over Chemistry.
That's over now, all my tests are over....
for the moment.
Sad life of an A level student :(
I am dyingggggggg
Save meeeeeeee
I scream.
And no one hears me because they are all suffering the same way..
16:11
I AM SO PISSED
Monday, 4 March 2013
I was reading a manga update, and the storyline pissed me off soooooooo bad.
So anyway it was this guy who's really popular who fell in love with a shy girl and he keeps making advances on her and stuff, and she really tries her best to be a good girlfriend and try to reciprocate his feelings by giving him a kiss on the cheek or a hug even though she was uncomfortable with it at first.
So this dude has this pretty childhood friend who is a blonde bitch and clings onto him and looks him up at their school everyday and basically interfere with their couple time. Got to admire her persistence though.

So she'll do outrageous stuff like
CLINGING ONTO HIS ARM
SAYING MEAN THINGS LIKE HOW MUCH THEY LOOK LIKE A COUPLE
PURPOSELY SITTING BETWEEN THEM DURING A MOVIE DATE
GET THE GUY TO PRETEND TO BE HER BF
ETC.
And then what does the guy do?
NOTHING.
They just talk among themselves and then leave her walking behind them along.
Am I even surprised ==
So anyway the girl tolerates it for super long and one day she couldn't take it and left during the meal and then the guy just when back with the other girl (WTF??!!)
And then he calls her like hours later at night to ask if she's angry because she left, and she said no, so he said something like 'good' and hung up.
Then she made an angry face in his daily bento the next day and he went to look for her (she got his friend to pass it to him) and ask why she was acting like that yada yada and that the bitch was worried (WTH??!)
And then she said she was worried he didn't like her anymore and stuff and he kissed her.
She pulled away, and told him that she didn't like his childhood friend behaving like that around him and wanted him to tell her to stop looking him up.
Then he refused! (double WTH?!)
So she said that the girl and him looked better as a couple, and she said maybe their feelings weren't even mutual.
So the guy said 'stop it cos i'm really angry now' and tried to hug her and stuff,
And she pushed him away again (obviously)
So he got angry and asked if she wanted to break up.
link to the terrible manga
THE WORLD IS SO MESSED UP I'M SO PISSED RIGHT NOW
Labels: annoying, bastard, couples, hate, kiss, kissing, love, manga, story
04:12
Brief Love Story
Sunday, 3 March 2013
Sometimes I feel a little sad knowing that my Prince wasn't attracted to me initially because of my looks or anything.
To his credit, I wore spectacles and thick ugly sweaters and was hardly girlfriend material,
what with my cold glares (the fault of my eyes and turned-down lips, I swear)
and my nose being buried in a book half the time.
But he did add in my defense that he noticed I had a great figure and he'd stare at my butt whenever I bent over to retrieve something I dropped (!!) or when I changed into P.E. clothes
(that's a victory emote ^^)
Anyway, girls really do become prettier when they fall in love because they'll put in more effort into looking good to attract the guy they like.
I mean, I made an effort to wear contacts around him when I started to dispose of my lingering feelings for another guy because he started paying more attention to me when I wore contacts and I liked the attention.
Don't call me an attention-seeking wh***.
Everyone likes attention.

Everyone should know that the courtship phase is the most memorable and fondest part of any relationship.
The lust flying off in sparks! The attraction that pulls you together like magnets! The feeling of being loved!
How can anyone not want that??
I remember mine very fondly. *blushes*
I'll not go into details now, but it was so exciting, so full of suspense.
Eh? What's that?
Why suspense, you ask?
We...ll... you don't really know if he's serious and you are in your knees deep in love and it's so thrilling and scary!
I didn't believe I had the ability to make this terribly talented and handsome brainiac fall in love with me.
I was so incredulous at first.
I've always aimed high, but I didn't think I'd have such an easy catch.
His previous crush was the school belle, and I'd definitely pale in comparison (MY LOOKS ARE NOT VERY BAD OKAY. JUST NOT AS GOOD AS HERS)
So I was falling deeper in love and feeling kinda afraid because it was so real and happening, and I'd never been so sure of myself and his feelings for me yet contradicting myself by telling myself I wasn't worth his love yadayadayada.
No more cryptic texts with guys and furtive glances, eeny-meenie-moe, does-he-love-me-does-he-not guesswork.
IT WAS SO REAL!
So unlike my previous crushes in Year 1 and 2 or the stupid cowardly guys in Primary school who got their friends to confess to me in their stead.
I guess I was pretty cute then, cos I got an insane number of
TWENTY EIGHT CONFESSIONS.
in a little over a year.
Not counting the rumoured guys who liked me. (another ten or so)
Like huh my school now has damn little guys please.
Even if I ransacked the entire level of guys now I can't manage that amount.
I swear I'm not lying, and I counted pretty carefully.
My best friend kept track for me after awhile because they would tell her and ask her to tell me hahaha.
And I even started a friendly competition with my other best friend to see who could garner the most.
I won in terms of sheer amount but she won in terms of direct confessions. She had about 6 direct confessions and around 15-ish cowardly ones.
I guess it's cos she interacted with the more notorious classes.
I remember thinking in Year 2 that I should have just accepted a confession, but now I'm glad I didn't.
Save the best for last, eh girls? (;
Labels: couples, cute guy, kiss, love, memories, story, us
04:24
Saturday Ramblings
Saturday, 2 March 2013
Was pretty productive today :)
Did alcohols tutorial plus summarised part of carboxylic acid and alcohol notes!
Think I'll take a nap after dinner and wake up at night to study :)
Probably won't be doing much at all tomorrow, urg.
Going to Oxy's place to celebrate her birthday!
It's this crazy afternoon nap sleepover thing (since we have school on monday)
No T-shirt and shorts allowed!
I'm super psyched cos I have this super comfy black nightdress with the strategically-placed frills so I don't hafta wear a bra or anything yay!
*feeling of freedom~~* (girls, you know what I mean)
But dammit, she just had to invite a guy.
Even though he's kinda sissy.
Now I can't lounge around braless in my nightdress with the strategically-placed frills.
Or should I??
But if she goes and invites her cute childhood friend too I'm done for hahahah.
Like this:
Uh-uh. Not a good idea.
Note to self: find proper nightdress with built-in padding trolololo
Labels: Chemistry, cute guy, exams, mugging, party, sleepover, studies
03:48